yeah, you know the rest. Today the power go shut off at the house. I am struggling with this. I have never had my power shut off before. I have been THREATENED many times but always pulled it together before then. There is no one to blame really. 3 months ago my mother in law and I combined households in an effort to make things better for all of us. I am trying to have faith in all of this but I will be honest... it gets really hard sometimes. I just want to be ok. I have reserved myself to the fact that I will never have the money I used to have and that is ok. Money isn't everything. I just wish I had enough. I honestly just want enough. God is good and I know he will fulfill our needs. For all who read, just pray for our family in this tough time.
On a happy note. I went to NY the first weekend in May to start the planning of my cousin/sister's baby shower. She is adorable pregnant! It was very tiring but definitely fun. I am looking forward to going back next weekend for Memorial day. I am so jazzed about that. This is one of the main things I love about living in WV. I am way closer than San Diego. Everytime I think of running back there I remember the small things like this. The only other time I got to see family 2xs in one month was when mom died. So this is nice. It may be a 7-9 hour drive but at least I can get there.
14 years ago
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